my life.
I used to hate Summer Finn A LOT.
I hated the fact that everything was going well between her and Tom, and she let him down. They were so intimate. They shared things only ‘exclusive’ couples should and could share. Then she breaks everything by telling Tom that they should stop seeing each other, asking him if what they were doing was normal. She said she didn’t want a boyfriend, she believes that “Relationships are messy, people’s feelings get hurt”.
Maybe she decided not to label her ‘thing’ with Tom because she’s not sure if it’s love. She’s afraid of pain or breaking up (her parents’ divorce) and because of that, she’s not looking for anything serious. What she needed was a time to grow and to be sure. She was not sure with Tom, so she married someone she’s sure of.
This is the part where I fit into her shoes. Maybe I am like Summer Finn (minus the sex). I’m taking my time to grow not realizing that there might be casualties around. There is always a need for consistency and assurance. That as much as I wanted not to hurt anybody’s feelings, I ended up doing so, because I am not really sure of what I want. It’s plainly selfish. It’s unfair, but hey I’m not perfect and I’m very sorry.
There are times when we are unsure of what we want - our choices may be right or wrong. If it’s right, we are lucky. If it’s wrong, well, we can all be naive sometimes. But whatever our choices, if things are meant to be, it will all fall down perfectly. Naturally. And yes, people fall in love but not all of them are meant to be together ♥
-ACS
MAY 28, 2012 3:44AM
